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It's upsetting, and it seems unreal when you are suddenly shrouded in darkness when all there is is everything you have not yet engaged. To be sad over a vast and vague combination of reasons inside of a subtle intensity...where does one go to catch a breath? Confused and lackluster. We choose to abstain the connection to our outer identities and inner intentions...to live in an unknown chaos continuously and silently...while time passes by day after day. Your looks fade, and your mind grows tired...and the next thing you know when you try to open your eyes you are staring back at a stranger. Why does time disappear in the sweetest moments of our lives? Why are we left pondering in the shadows of a minutes passed?

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Plans. A plan?

Plan A.

Don't rush to buy a house. Go back to school...online. I like that. I get the education without all the annoying people and drama on my own time. It will only take 2 years, and there will always be that to fall back onto if need be. And the hubby will go to school too so we will have a solid back up plan. Hang around the area for awhile enjoying friends and family, then moving out of state. Starting new. Fresh.

Scary, intoxicating, freedom.

Plan B.

*runs away*
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